Archive for July, 2010

Sunday Survey

01. If money were no object, where would you go and what would you do?

♥I probably would go party hardy in every country and do everything possible

02. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be and why?

♥I’ll get back to you on that..

03. What is your biggest wish?

♥That’s easy. I miss you & we broke up too soon :(

 04. Would you recommend me the last movie you watched?

♥Yeah, man! SALT was actually heaps better than I was expecting.

05. What do you take if you travel by train? paper? book? laptop?

♥Umm.. all three?? Hahah

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I am so sad right now I barely want to function. i keep trying to work things out but now I just want to get out. I miss you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much and I regret so many things. I am so so so so so sorry that I didn’t try harder to make this work because I like you and care about you so much. I wish we weren’t both out of town so we could talk face to face. If it’s a problem that we can fix together I would like to fix it because I still really like you and I never want to lose you. I just need some more explaining and I feel like you at least owe me that much. Even if we don’t get back together I would just like some closure. I have been crying like crazy for the past two days and I feel vulnerable as hell. I know you would change your mind in a heartbeat if you saw me cry. It just makes me so horribly sad and frustrated that I can barely breathe. I need you next to me, and I need you still in my life. I’m supposed to be arm in arm with you, baby. We had a good thing goin’. I just feel like my heart is going to break right out of my chest and then I will cease to exist. Waves of sorrow keep flowing over me and it’s so overwhelming that I want to pick up the phone to call you but I know I can’t. You’re the person I was the happiest I have ever been with when I was with you, and I don’t want anyone to take that feeling away, and futhermore, I don’t think it’s fair to take it away. I asked you directly if you still liked me.. you said you did!? If you like someone, you want to be with them, no matter what, no matter how. I will make sacrifices for you, I will put up with your schedule, I know you’re busy, but I can work around that. I do believe that love rules all, and that it can overpower any humanly obstacle in the way. This is what I simply wish I had the chance to say to you in person before it’s too late. I am so awfully depressed right now I feel like my heart is going to burst. I just.. don’t want to have to miss you.

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